Emo Days are gone and i donwan to say about it anymore.
Ended Means Ended.The Game has been
GAME OVER..Cannot retry again or restart all over again.Its End just like a moive.
The EndHa,I'm so Stupid right?Treat Game boyfriend as my Real life boyfriend And still say I will wait for him.Even i means my word.Did he even know it ? (NO).I still Drop tears when he cold to me.Did He know it ? (NO).I can't blame him cause i have a hibit to treat Game Boyfriend as Real life Boyfriend.So its not his fault.
I think from the begining to the end i am just stupid.I'm not crying or emo-ing when i post this..So don have to worry about me.But i think i shouldn't have any relationship anymore..Cause i'm a childish minded.I know myself..i think i really have to watch my words before i say..
I'm just as Stupid or silly as you think..
Sometime i really think about it,Why am i so silly and stupid?! But i can't get the answer.My friend say i am soft-hearted.Maybe i really am just that i don know it.
Maybe my wound haven't recover yet.Its takes time to recover...Myabe 1 an a half year its not enough.Need A Longer time to full recover it.Isit am i don bear to let go my 1st relatiosnhip.But i know i have to even i donwan it.If i have a choice i really want to recover my wound and never get hurt again.Relationship really hurts me alot alot alot..Or should i say i shouldn't start my 1st relationship since i was sec3?Its too young to accpent the hurt in relationship.I admit i use to firlt around.
I swear i will change alot better.Just because of 1st guy i change alot alot to someone that's love to firlt around..Ha.But i am not now...I really sorry that i treat guy like my toys.If i had any relationship,i will teasure it and not betray.But i wont 100% in a guy cause its not worth.
When i like a guy and told him.But i am always kena reject.
Then when a guy like me..I worth teasure it. I donno why.=X
I don feel any sad while post-ing the post..
Once Again Don really about me ^^v.
I am totally fine.Bleah.
Take Care