
About Nicholas Nah & something else.
I won't wait whatever that not belong to me .Relationship can't force.Even if you force does it really belong to you?That's a "No"He is not belong me . So totally not mine.if he think i am his . So be it.Just that i know i am not his.Will do .I doesn't make thing clear?How many did i said he don even like to listen.That almost 2 month that we spent its just totally wasting time . & that 2 month would never be back again.Cause its already a past tense.What i want now is we are just friend.Whatever he say i won't believe anymore.Cause i not that stupid.Get cheatted once.Possible the 2nd time ? "No".So what if we patch back ? My feeling doesn't at there.How many does he break promise? (I don know)(Countless or i forget.)EveryDay saying the Same thing.Not bored of it ? When playing with his friend.Totally don bother me . Forget it . Everything its just a LIE or A DREAM !Last time thinking of patch.Saw audi get break up.I totally have nothing to say.Last time say before audi mean real life also no need say anything about it . I login audi wanted to break but i doesn't cause i still rbm audi break mean real life also break.So i log out.Few days later i log in again i saw i no audi couple.Mean who break ? i don bear to break it . Yet he easily perss break couple then type "Break Couple ". What can i say ? Nothing. I ask him " You break audi?". He answed "yes". That time while i SMS him i was wanted to ask him "you want patch back "? But when i saw the audi thing..I replied his SMS say.." I was thinking about patch back But i saw you break audi.So i can stop thinking about the word patch alreay".He Kept called..I didn't even wanted to chat with him.He think is fun..he called i kup.I very angry that time.Whatever he say i would believe again.Maybe 2 month its really long for me .. I know 2 month is very short for other people.Did i really love him alot ?Yes , i admit that i say i love him alot..But longer its is the longer i have no feeling to him..That's when i and him couple before 1 month..But my longest relationship its him 2month.MAYBE ,i should be single. MAYBE , Single suit me.Cause whatever i do no one will care me.Having a boyfriend is making me get irritated&stress,ectWhy am i doing stupid things that making myself stress again?Cause i not that type of girl which is very nice,whatever boyfriend i will listen.Can say i won't listen what boyfriend say.Whatever boyfriend say Yes you must do this or do that.I will say No i won't . Cannot meh ?Maybe,its really good for me.But i don think so.Cause "
MANS ARE NOT GOOD THING & CANNOT TRUST."I know that i have no time when i will get angry . I can get angry without a reason.So i unable to get a nice boyfriend i know that very clear.Maybe because of this i can't last long a relationship.So?That's doesn't matter for me .Think i should end here.